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Nov. 15, 2010, Last Update August 18, 2017


The purpose of this page is to provide recommended media for further research on sex offender issues. The media
listed here have all been viewed personally by Once Fallen. A brief description and links to sites that sell the media will
also be provided (List order does not imply one media is recommended over another, all media listed here are

ONCE FALLEN (2009) AUTHOR: Derek Logue

Description: Once Fallen is a two-part book exposing the fallacies and negative consequences of
sex offender legislation. The first part follows the author's journey through seven years as a
registered sex offender; the second part of the book describes and exposes the fallacies of the
various sex offender laws currently on the books. Once Fallen calls for sweeping reforms of current
laws and a call for prevention, treatment, and restoration.
Ordering Info: It is available for free by CLICKING HERE


Description: (From the Publisher's Website) CONSENSUAL CONSEQUENCES is the gripping true
story of how one woman fell in love with a registered sex offender. This captivating story profiles the
life of an average American family who is living a not-so-average life.  Lynn was an educated woman
who found herself in a dead-end marriage, and after much soul searching she realized what she
must do.  Enter a new love, a good honest man living with the label of "registered sex offender." Why
would an educated woman fall in love with someone with such a label?  Could this unlikely
companion be Lynn's knight in shining armor?  What are the consequences of this unusual love
affair?  As America wages war on every sex offender in the U.S.—no matter how minor the offense—
how has this family coped with this scarlet letter and the restrictions placed on them?  All of these
questions are answered in this powerful story of true love and heartache while living in fear of
vigilantism and simultaneously battling a system that punishes their whole family endlessly.
Ordering Options: CLICK HERE to order direct from the Publisher or CLICK HERE for Amazon
ordering options. It is now available on Kindle.

WE'RE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER (2010) By: Kirsten Brydum and Frank Lindsay

Description: (From Press Release) "Frank Lindsay’s story begins like that of any other man but
takes a sharp turn into a struggle with addiction and an unfortunate incident that eventually begins to
take over his life even as he works his way to overcome the fallout and find Grace —moving from
head to heart, and giving without expectation of return. Time after time, he is faced with relentless
psychological attacks transformed by Grace into opportunity for personal growth for himself and
those around him. This is the story of the choices he makes and the startling consequences of those
choices, shifting awareness of what is most important from "me" to "we." "We’re All In This Together,"
published by Dog Ear Publishing, is at times hilarious and heartbreaking, a vivid re-telling of a
journey of a lifetime. The author's insight into the American criminal justice system invites the reader
to “re-evaluate whether or not they wish to embrace and support our current paradigms for social
order,” he writes. Frank Lindsay’s courageous decision to share his story will give readers pause as
they consider the law as it stands today. Kirsten Brydum's illuminated old-soul wisdoms, skills and
discernment inspired Lindsay and guided this book to fruition, and all Brydum's proceeds from the
sales of the book will go to The Kirsten Initiative."
Ordering Options: CLICK HERE to order from Amazon.com, and a Kindle version is available.


Description: Inspired by true events, Despised Things is an account of Kev Ketch, a marked sex
offender, who tells his interactions with Anna, Hank, Manny, and Cross that ultimately lead to his
arrest, trial, and spiritual journey. As Anna and Hank manipulate young homosexual Manny in his
direction, they set up a sex scandal and an arrest. An investigation into Kev’s arrest reveals that no
fewer than fifteen felonies were committed against him; not just by Anna and Hank, but also by the
county sheriff and the state’s attorney. But Kev is the only one that goes to jail. How is that possible?
With his life in ruins, his reputation in shreds, his heart broken, he cries out to God only to discover
he is…is what?
Ordering Options: CLICK HERE to visit the author's website. KINDLE VERSION available

HEALS HIMSELF (2015) by Christopher Pelloski, MD

Description: (From Once Fallen's book review on Amazon.com) This book a personal account of a
successful doctor's fall from grace for viewing illicit online pictures. It follows the author for a year
from his arrest until his sentencing. The Author explains his reasoning and his personal difficulties
that led him to view pictures he know to be taboo. I understand many readers have issues
understanding the difference between explaining why a person commits a crime and excusing one's
own bad behavior. You can't read this book objectively if you fall into the latter group. The Author
bares his soul in this book, discussing his own childhood abuse and other mental issues that could
have been the result of the abuse. Despite being born relatively poor, the Author graduated with a
Ph. D. and worked in an illustrious career working with cancer patients. While searching for files on a
peer-to-peer network, he stumbled upon CP, which opened up memories of his own abuse he had
forgotten (or repressed) from his youth.
Ordering Options: CLICK HERE to order from Amazon.
Comment: I don't agree with all the assertions in the book, nor am I fond of the fact some proceeds
from sales go to the NCMEC, but the book is still worth buying.


PREVENTIVE STATE (2006) BY: Eric S. Janus

Description: (from the publisher's website) "In this book, Eric S. Janus goes far beyond sensational
headlines to expose the reality of the laws designed to prevent sexual crimes. He shows that "sexual
predator" laws, which have intense public and political support, are counterproductive. Janus
contends that aggressive measures such as civil commitment and Megan's law, which are designed
to restrain sex offenders before they can commit another crime, are bad policy and do little to
actually reduce sexual violence. Further, these new laws make use of approaches such as
preventive detention and actuarial profiling that violate important principles of liberty." (This book
was the inspration behind my book and website)
Ordering Info: CLICK HERE to order from Cornell University Press or CLICK HERE to order from

(2005) BY: John Q. LaFond

Description: (From the APA website) Preventing Sexual Violence: How Society Should Cope With
Sex Offenders systematically critiques the current treatment of sex offenders in an effort to
determine how best to prevent reoffending without infringing on the rights of citizens. The book offers
the latest data about sex offenders and the novel and powerful legal measures enacted to prevent
sexual violence. In recent years, states have initiated programs for sex offenders involving
involuntary commitment, mandatory registration, community notification, and even chemical
castration. The author identifies which new strategies work, which strategies are based on false
assumptions, and which should be modified or abandoned. In addition to recommending ways to
improve programs, the author focuses on an effective risk management program that could be
expanded and reproduced nationwide. In community protection programs that use risk management,
offenders receive punishment, monitoring, and control adjusted to their level of risk for reoffending.
Ordering Info: CLICK HERE to order from the APA publisher's site or CLICK HERE to order from

G. Wright

Description: (From the Publisher's site) In this book, Wright critically analyzes existing policies, and
assesses the most effective approaches in preventing sex offender recidivism. This provocative and
timely book draws from the fields of criminal justice, law, forensic psychology, and social work to
examine how current laws and policies are enacted and what to-date is known about their efficacy.
The team of expert contributors includes Karen Terry, author of Sexual Offenses and Offenders, and
others who bring a wealth of insight to the field of sex offense. In response to the failed policies of
sex offender laws, this book presents alternative models and approaches to sex offense laws and
policies. Wright also explores critical, cutting-edge topics, such as internet sexual solicitation, the
death penalty, and community responses to sex offense.
Ordering Info: CLICK HERE to order from Amazon.com.
COMMENTS: This book is a very long and scholarly work, so it may be a hard read for some. It is a
very in-depth book and contains a lot of really good info. My only complaint is because it was written
by clinicians, it supports the clinical model over the restorative justice model; the clinical model
supports the use of polygraphs, plethysmographs, and other junk science methods for the purpose
of trickery.

MORAL PANIC: Changing Concepts of the Child Molester in Modern America (1996) BY;
Philip Jenkins

Description: (From the Publisher's Website): It is commonly acknowledged that sexual abuse of
children is a grave and pervasive problem and that child molesters are predators who compulsively
repeat their crimes and have little hope of cure. Yet as recently as twenty years ago many experts
viewed the problem far less seriously, declaring that molestation was a very rare offense and that
molesters were merely confused individuals unlikely to repeat their offenses. Over the past century,
opinion has fluctuated between these radically different perspectives. This timely book traces shifting
social responses to adult sexual contacts with children, whether this involves molestation by
strangers or incestuous acts by family members. The book explores how and why concern about the
sexual offender has fluctuated in North America since the late nineteenth century.

Philip Jenkins argues that all concepts of sex offenders and offenses are subject to social, political,
and ideological influences and that no particular view of offenders represents an unchanging
objective reality. He examines the various groups (including mass media) who have been active in
promoting particular constructions of the emerging problem, the impact of public attitudes on judicial
and legislative responses to these crimes, and the ways in which demographic change, gender
politics, and morality campaigns have shaped public opinion. While not minimizing sexual abuse of
children, the book thus places reactions to the problem in a broad political and cultural context.
Ordering Options: CLICK HERE for Amazon.com.

Sex Fiends, Perverts, and Pedophiles: Understanding Sex Crime Policy in America (2011)
by Chrysanthi Leon

Description: From Megan’s Law to Jessica’s Law, almost every state in the nation has passed some
law to punish sex offenders. This popular tough-on-crime legislation is often written after highly-
publicized cases have made the gruesome rounds through the media, and usually features harsh
sentences, lifetime GPS monitoring, a dramatic expansion of the civil commitment procedures, and
severe restrictions on where released sex offenders may live. In Sex Fiends, Perverts, and
Pedophiles, Chrysanthi Leon argues that, while the singular notion of the sexual boogeyman has
been used to justify these harsh policies, not all sex offenders are the same and such ‘one size fits
all’ policies can unfairly punish other offenders of lesser crimes, needlessly targeting, sometimes
ostracizing, citizens from their own communities.
Ordering Options: CLICK HERE to order from the publisher; KINDLE VERSION available

JUSTICE PERVERTED: Sex Offense Law, Psychology, and Public Policy (2011)  by Charles
Patrick Ewing

Description: Over the past quarter century Congress, state legislatures and the courts have
radically reshaped America's laws dealing with sex offenders in an effort to reduce the prevalence of
sex offenses. Most convicted sex offenders must now register with the authorities, who then make
information about them available to the public. Possession of child pornography has been made an
extremely serious crime often punishable by prison sentences that dwarf those meted out to child
molesters, rapists, robbers, and even killers. Federal law now imposes a minimum sentence of ten
years in prison for those convicted of using the internet to attempt to lure minors for sex. And the
federal government and 20 states have "sexually violent predator" laws that allow the indefinite civil
commitment of convicted sex offenders to secure institutions for treatment after they have served
their full criminal sentences.
All of these changes in sex offender law, as well as numerous others, have been based at least in
part on input from psychology, psychiatry and the social sciences. Moreover, enforcement and
administration of many of these laws relies to a large extent on the efforts of mental health
professionals. However, many questions about this involvement remain largely unanswered. Are
these laws supported by empirical evidence, or even by well-reasoned psychological theories? Do
these laws actually work? Are mental health professionals capable of reliably determining an
offender's future behavior, and how best to manage it? Finally, are experts capable of providing
effective treatment for sex offenders -- i.e., treatment that actually reduces the likelihood that an
identified sex offender will re-offend?
Ordering Options: CLICK HERE to order from the publisher; KINDLE VERSION available

Protecting Our Kids?: How Sex Offender Laws Are Failing Us (2015) By: Emily Horowitz

• Provides research-based evidence that the mean-spirited and panic-driven sex offender laws,
aimed at branding a group of offenders as inhuman and unworthy of civil liberties and human rights,
increases fear, destroys the lives of offenders and their families, and fails to protect children
• Shows that emphasizing sex offenders and stranger-danger as the primary threat to child well-
being and safety prevents focus on and attention to policies that prevent far more pervasive forms of
child abuse, such as physical abuse, neglect, and maltreatment
• Analyzes the sociohistorical context surrounding the emergence of current draconian sex offender
• Challenges the idea that sex offenders must be continually monitored and publicly identified
• Tells the stories of convicted sex offenders and their families and how they survive in a society that
views them as the "worst of the worst"
Ordering Options: CLICK HERE to order from Amazon.com

DISABILITIES, AND SEX OFFENSES (2017) BY: Lawrence Ducin & Emily Horowitz

Description: (From Amazon.com) Increasing numbers of people with autism and other
developmental disabilities are being convicted of sex offences, resulting in draconian and public
punishment. Yet even when evidence shows that people with these conditions often pose little threat
to society, or lack a core understanding as to why their actions break the law, the "sex offender legal
regime" doesn't allow any room to take the disability into account. This ground-breaking book offers
a multi-disciplinary examination of how unjust sex offense laws trap vulnerable groups such as those
with developmental disabilities...Proposing a new way forward based on research and evidence-
based sentencing for sex offenses, and elimination of the sex offender registry, this book offers an
informed and compassionate view that is essential for all professionals working in this field.
Ordering Options: CLICK HERE to order from Amazon.com (eBook available)

Stranger Danger: Family Values, Childhood, and the American Carceral State (2020)
By: Paul M. Renfro

Description: Narrates high-profile cases of child abduction from the 1970s to today's AMBER Alerts,
revealing how they helped generate a national panic over child safety; Connects the media frenzy
over child abductions to the creation of new legal and cultural instruments designed to protect
children and punish offenders; Demonstrates the significance of childhood in the construction of the
carceral state and in American politics
Commentary: A good breakdown of how the child abduction movement of the 1980s played a
pivotal role in promoting modern sex offense laws.
Ordering Options: CLICK HERE to order from Oxford University Press


Patrick Carnes, Ph. D

Description: (From Amazon.com) This breakthrough work, the first to describe sexual addiction, is
still the standard for recognizing and overcoming this destructive behavior. With insight and
sensitivity, Dr. Patrick Carnes outlines how to identify a sexual addict, recognize the way others may
unwittingly become complicit or codependent, and change the patterns that support the addiction.
Ordering Info: CLICK HERE to order from Hazeldon Publishing or CLICK HERE to order from
Amazon.com. Kindle version available.
COMMENTS: A very good book on dealing with sexual addiction.

Carich, Ph. D., and Steven E. Mussack, Ph. D.

Description: (From the Safer Society Press) Safer Society is pleased to publish this long-awaited
compendium. With chapters from William Marshall, Robert McGrath, Emily Coleman, James Haaven,
Alvin Lewis, Laren Bays, William Murphy, Peter Loss, Jerry Thomas, and Gary Lowe, as well as from
the editors and others, this volume provides an essential basic outline of comprehensive treatment--
the perfect introduction and reference volume that should be on every clinician's shelf.
Ordering Info: CLICK HERE to order from Safer Society Press or CLICK HERE to order from
Amazon.com. No Kindle version available.

HELPING VICTIMS OF SEXUAL ABUSE (2006) BY: Lynn Heitritter and Jeanette Vought

Description: (From the publisher) How do we minister to victims of sexual abuse? It's a difficult
problem for Christian communities. This solidly biblical and sensitive guide is packed full of helpful
information that provides a valuable perspective on how abuse affects children and the family
dynamics that play into its development. As well, readers will also discover practical tools that can
lead adult victims into full recovery in Christ. Required reading for everyone who wants to bring
meaningful ministry to those affected by sexual abuse.
Ordering Info: CLICK HERE to order from Bethany House or CLICK HERE to order from Amazon.
com. Kindle Version Available!
COMMENTS: This is a good book on helping victims of sexual abuse recover from the effects of the
abuse from a Christian perspective, and it deals with many issues dealing with forgiveness and views
of God following abuse.


AMERICA'S WAR ON SEX (2006) BY: Marty Klein

Description: This book covers the movement to suppress all things sexual in America-- the
censorship of sexual imagery in the media, Internet filtering software, abstinence-only programs and
distortions of safe sex, the war on pornography, and the "sexual disaster" industry. There is a
growing movement, mostly from the Religious Right, calling for a return to puritan values, and they
are using misinformation and fear to achieve this goal.
Ordering Info: CLICK HERE to order directly from the author, or CLICK HERE to buy from Amazon.
com. Kindle version is available.
COMMENTS: This covers some of the fear mongering and the campaign of misinformation, myths,
and lies that we often hear in the sex offender issue.

S. Levine

Description: (From the publisher's website) Sex is a wonderful, crucial part of growing up, and
children and teens can enjoy the pleasures of the body and be safe, too. In this important and
controversial book, Judith Levine makes this argument and goes further, asserting that America's
attempts to protect children from sex are worse than ineffectual. It is the assumption of danger and
the exclusive focus on protection—what Levine terms "the sexual politics of fear"—that are
themselves harmful to minors. Through interviews with young people and their parents, stories drawn
from today's headlines, visits to classrooms and clinics, and a look back at the ways sex among
children and teenagers has been viewed throughout history, Judith Levine debunks some of the
dominant myths of our society. She examines and challenges widespread anxieties (pedophilia,
stranger kidnapping, Internet pornography) and sacred cows (abstinence-based sex education,
statutory rape laws). Levine investigates the policies and practices that affect kids' sex lives-
censorship, psychology, sex and AIDS education, family, criminal, and reproductive law, and the
journalism that begs for "solutions" while inciting more fear. Harmful to Minors offers fresh
alternatives to fear and silence, describing sex-positive approaches that are ethically based and
focus on common sense. Levine provides optimistic, though realistic, prescriptions for how we might
do better in guiding children toward loving well—that is, safely, pleasurably, and with respect for
others and themselves.
Ordering Info: CLICK HERE to order from University of Minnesota Press, or CLICK HERE to order
from Amazon.com. No Kindle version available.

THE TRAUMA MYTH (2010) BY: Susan A. Clancy

Description: (From the publisher's website) Few would argue that the experience of sexual abuse is
deeply traumatic for a child. But in this explosive new book, psychologist Susan Clancy reports on
years of research and contends that it is not the abuse itself that causes trauma — but rather the
narrative that is later imposed on the abuse experience. Clancy demonstrates that the most common
feeling victims report is not fear or panic, but confusion. Because children don't understand sexual
encounters in the same ways that adults do, they normally accommodate their perpetrators —
something they feel intensely ashamed about as adults. The professional assumptions about the
nature of childhood trauma can harm victims by reinforcing these feelings. Survivors are thus
victimized not only by their abusers but also by the industry dedicated to helping them. Path-
breaking and controversial, The Trauma Myth empowers survivors to tell their own stories, and
radically reshapes our understanding of abuse and its aftermath.
Ordering Options: CLICK HERE to order from Amazon
COMMENTS: This book questions the prevailing teaching of sexual abuse as a universally traumatic
experience. Many cases of sexual abuse are not stranger-danger nor do all abuse victims adhere to
the myth. Through an honest reflection of the effects can we understand treatment of abuse victims.

A PARALLEL UNIVERSE (2012) by Alex Landon and Elaine Halleck

DESCRIPTION: Here is a unique bringing together of non-fiction (the lawyer's perspective) and
fiction (the writer's view) on a topic of devastating concern to victims and the accused. Alex Landon
(the lawyer) and Elaine Halleck (the writer) explore a particularly difficult topic; the effect of laws
enacted in the aftermath of brutal  child abductions and murders on those accused of lesser sexual
crimes or those falsely accused and the effect on society as a whole.
ORDERING OPTIONS: CLICK HERE to order direct from the publisher or CLICK HERE to order from
COMMENTS: An interesting and clever way to illustrate a point is by turning it into a fiction story. I
think alternating between the fiction story and the chapters on the book that cover the fallacies of the
sex offender laws works perfectly. Kind of reminds me of my own book, except my story isn't fictional.


DESCRIPTION: One evening, while watching the news, Roger N. Lancaster was startled by a report
that a friend, a gay male school teacher, had been arrested for a sexually based crime. The resulting
hysteria threatened to ruin the life of an innocent man. In this passionate and provocative book,
Lancaster blends astute analysis, robust polemic, ethnography, and personal narrative to delve into
the complicated relationship between sexuality and punishment in our society. Drawing on classical
social science, critical legal studies, and queer theory, he tracks the rise of a modern suburban
culture of fear and develops new insights into the punitive logic that has put down deep roots in
everyday American life.
ORDERING OPTIONS: CLICK HERE to order direct from the publisher. KINDLE VERSION available

Evil On My Pew:: The Hysteria Around Sex Offenders In The Church (2018) by Larry

Description: (From Amazon.com) There’s one word that separates a good church from Gods
church. It’s the word WHOSOEVER! If the 21st century church desires to see the manifestation of
Gods glory it will have to submit to a Whosoever Principal. According to Romans 10:13, “For
whosoever shall call upon the name of the lord shall be saved”. It is devastating to God’s kingdom
when he answers and accepts the call of a sinner and they are denied the love and honor expected
from his people! The failure of pastors and leaders to open there hearts for a much needed
conversation about people who have fallen prey to sexual sin and adopt a holistic solution is
hindering the growth and advancement of Gods kingdom. Evil On My Pew is an eye opening and
ground breaking book that offers a direct path back to the cross as it pertains to loving and caring
for sex offenders and their families. Pastor Larry Anderson unveils the misconceptions and panic
around sex offenders in the church and encourages you to explore the possibilities of having a
congregation rooted and grounded in love.
CLICK HERE for my review of the book.
ORDERING OPTIONS: CLICK HERE to order from Amazon (Kindle Version available)



Description: (From Amazon.com) In this searing and surprising memoir, Samantha Geimer, “the girl”
at the center of the infamous Roman Polanski sexual assault case, breaks a virtual 35-year silence
to tell her story and reflect on the events of that day and their lifelong repercussions...Taking us far
beyond the headlines, The Girl reveals a thirteen-year-old who was simultaneously wise beyond her
years and yet terribly vulnerable. By telling her story in full for the first time, Samantha reclaims her
identity, and indelibly proves that it is possible to move forward from victim to survivor, from
confusion to certainty, from shame to strength.
Ordering Info: CLICK HERE to order from Amazon.com
Commentary: This book is great. She condemns the "victim industry" and people like Nancy Grace
and Dr. Phil. She vows never to play the "good victim." I love this woman.


WITCH HUNT (2009) BY: New Films International

Description:  (From the publisher's website) Executive Producer Sean Penn proudly presents "Witch
Hunt," a gripping indictment of the United States justice system told through the lens of one small
town. It's John Stoll's story, but it's also the story of dozens of other men and women who found
themselves ensnared in a spiral of fear, ignorance and hysteria. These people are Americans,
working class moms and dads, who were rounded up with little or no evidence, charged and
convicted of almost unimaginable crimes. All sexual. All crimes against children. Years, sometimes
decades later, they would find freedom again, but their lives and the lives of their children would be
changed forever. This film shows viewers what the real crime in this case is, not molestation, but the
crime of coercion. Viewers hear from the child witnesses who were forced to lie on the witness stand
as they describe scary sessions with sheriff's deputies in which they were told -- not asked -- about
sexual experiences that happened to them. Their coerced testimony led to dozens of convictions.
Many times their own parents were the ones they put behind bars.
Ordering Info: CLICK HERE to order directly from the publisher, or CLICK HERE to buy from
Amazon. Proceeds of the film benefit The Innocence Project.

STEVIE (2003) BY: Lion's Gate Films

Description: (From the movie site IMDb) In 1995 Director Steve James (Hoop Dreams) returned to
rural Southern Illinois to reconnect with Stevie Fielding, a troubled young boy he had been an
'Advocate Big Brother' to ten years earlier... He began a film, a search, to discover not only what had
happened to Stevie over the past ten years but to understand the forces that had shaped his entire
life. Part way through the filming, Stevie is arrested and charged with a serious crime that tears his
family apart. What was to be a modest profile turns into a intimate four and half year chronicle of
Stevie, his broken family, the criminal justice system and the filmmaker himself, as they all struggle
with what Stevie has done and who he has become. (See a
very good review by Roger Ebert)
CLICK HERE to go to the film's website)
Ordering Info: CLICK HERE to order from Amazon.com


THE DOLPHIN (2016) BY: Craig Hallenstein

Description: (Once Fallen) The setting is New Orleans on the eve of Mardi Gras and protagonist is a
man named Sean, a registrant who landed on the list at 18 because his girlfriend turned out to be
15. He manages to get a decent job despite his label, but a when a young radio host outs registrants
on the air after a young girl is found murdered, Sean's life is turned upside down. In the book, the
police (and a few other characters) use the term "Dolphin" to describe people like Sean, people
forced to register as "sex offenders" but are on the list for such crimes as R&Js (such as Sean) or, in
the case of Sean's friend Dean, a man who was cited for flashing for beads during Mardi Gras. While
the book reads like a Hollywood blockbuster, the characters are very self-aware of the facts about
registered citizens. Characters like the conservative talk show host already knows registered citizens
have the lowest recidivism rates, though he doesn't care, since he admits to exploiting fear for
ratings. While the book is fiction, the commentary within the book is so accurate and truthful that if
not for the Hollywood-esque climax, the book could almost pass for a non-fictional memoir. I loved
reading this book.
Ordering Info:
CLICK HERE to visit the author's website. The book is available in April 2016.